Jun 5, 2008

Hallucinations

Floating thoughts, aimless words
No effect, except of relieving our tender hearts.

Sudden impact of emptiness. Feelings are both felt and unfelt, but still i know they are there, even if I am not always aware of them or capable of denying them.

Sense of normal happiness is what makes my heart beats, and my mind thinks of the possible existance of that special thing that confuses me, no, I mean, lightens deep inside me, despite my continous failure to grasp it in my hands.

Trying to believe that you must feel the same way, or at least few rays from yhe light that blurrs my mind and soul have reached you.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

As always you the writer as left the reader intrigued as to what is going on in your mind. I can feel a sense of emptiness and that there is something missing and you are trying desperately to achieve that goal.

Even though your expressions are reflecting a state of sadness it gives me the reader an interest to read on. Keep up the good work and keep writing more.

Just a thought said...

Thank you for your comment, i do appreciate it alot, may be you are right, i usually have something to search for or think about, may be that is why we r going forward, till ALLAH one day, or after death we will have the whole answers inshaa ALLAH

Anonymous said...

oh dear .. . great :)

I felt it!

I liked ( no effect except relieving our hearts ... it's true )

felt and unfelt!...yes it's like that .....capable of denying them :)))

oh dear you have to write more :))

really it rocks :)))))))

I hope you will write more before returning back to ophthalmology but I hope when you return ( you return with knowing the place of the thing u r searching for :) )

Just a thought said...

Thanks alot Menna , thanks for ur care dear:-)
yes i think our emotions are always mixed up, and relieveing our hearts ( reda) is the ultimate happiness in the simplest way
cu soon inshaa ALLAH dear